lirich

I wish for you to open your eyes you can't keep pretending that im not there.. you treat me bad for you to feel fine. And i dont see the pain, i just look for your heart. You pretend, that your strong when you're not. You pretend that you dont love me and i know its not right. I cant believe that youre playing with my heart All i want is to stay by your side.. Im not gonna stay just to please you My heart is fallin apart but i know its my fault And i know i cant erase everything that ive done I just want us.... to move on. I thought i was getting over it cus i finally stoped crying over you. But i was wrong, i keep thinking abou

Ok..this is my first journal and i dont know a lot of english so i may have a lot of mistakes...sorry  bout that.. ok.. im gonna get started.. A couple of days ago i couldnt sleep..cause i was thinkin a lot of things then i started to write a letter to my mom... and i didnt have the strength to show it to her.. so heres the letter..: Mom: Hey mom! Dont get scared of what are u going to read mom its just my idea, my opinion, my decision. I dont want to live anymore, i want to end my life,, wait mom keep reading im going to write the reasons.. =Im Scared= i cant handle the idea of growing up, im just scared of going 2 high school of goin